I thought that I could protect myself and make myself stronger. But I realised later this isn’t the case. In this world, alot of things are unsolvable. You don’t have the ability to protect yourself at all. When I was little, I just wanted to grow up faster and faster. That way, I can live carefree life and do as I please. I thought I was different from all the other girls that I did need hugs and protection. But then I realised, I worse than them. I’m too average. There is nothing special about me.
YAM 
Hello Yam,
What’s going on,
Though, a bit about the piece of writing, we do tend to feel that way sometimes. Maybe we think some things are unsolvable, but i guess time does tell.
All i know, it usually gets better with time.
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Everything is fine dear. What about you?
But time do need something terrible
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Am also ok, here trying to manage. Assignments want to finish me off😄
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That good to k ow. And keep going dear. Best of luck.
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Thank you🤝🏿
All the best too💪🏿
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Thank you for such positive vibes
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And for assignments they won’t finish you off, but you will 🤣
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Hahahaha Amen🙏🏿
Thank you😊
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🙂🙂🙂
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SMiLes Dear Yam What i Consider
Average From Where i Live is Focusing
on School Grades Work For Pay And Buying
As Much Stuff As Possible Always A Nicer Car
Bigger Home Better Paying Job Higher Official
Title At Work
Most All the Averages
of Externally Held Goals Indeed
That’s Not The Average i Want Now That’s The Average
i Was Told By Others That Would BE A STory of mY LiFE
Eventually Almost Dying i Escaped From That American Dream
Yet Truly For One Who Seeks Life, Liberty, And The Pursuit of Happiness
Another American
Dream May Come
to Fruition For Those
Determined to Write Their
Own Stories Out of the
Paradigms of CuLTuRE
Now to Be Held
Prisoner As
Such HAha People
Seem to Think it is Nuts
Just Being Naked Enough Whole Complete
Yet STiLL of Course The Rest of the Animal
Kingdom on Average Commonly Rests This
Way After The Forage of the Day For Life is Done
And Perhaps The Completion of A Selection of A Mate
And If Social Animal Always Working Together in An All
Paws Effort Where An Omega Wolf Plays As Important
A Role
As
Alpha
For Real
Yet As Nietzsche Might
Relate Hehe i Am Far
Far From the “Last Man” Now Indeed
With SMiLes For i Have Set my Self Free From
All The Current Paradigms of Someone Else’s Dream for me…
Hehe Dear Yam
You Are Surely
Not Average
If You Are
in my Circle of FRiEnDS
It’s Just That You Likely Wanna Break Free too
And Indeed Pakistan A Very Challenging Place
So Much More Challenging Than Where i Live
mY FRiEnD Particularly As A Woman So Very Much For Sure…
Yet True There is Always a Balance of Safety and Freedom to Protect Our Lives
And True Yes i Spent the First 53 Years of mY LiFE in That Necessary PriSon Too..:)
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We all have some kind of dreams to have in childhood. And I am your friend dear, its not the matter of age. We really have alot of challenges everyday.
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Ah Yes Dear FRiEnD
Yam As in The Rest Of
Nature Challenges
Overcome Result
In Greater Potentials
Realized If There is Not
Enough Challenge in my
Life i Create
Greater
Challenges
To Continue
Unlocking Potentials😊
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Well said dear. Thank you
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Pleasure😊
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🙂🙂
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☺️
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Dear Yam,
Protecting oneself doesn’t always mean we wouldn’t get hurt, but instead it sometimes mean we can always defend ourselves by refusing to let those hurtful moments define us.
One more thing… you’re special! 🙂
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So beautiful words dear, I really like it alot.
And Thank you so such compliment
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My utmost pleasure dear friend. 😉
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🙂🙂🙂
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We all are special my friend. Be protective of yourself as it’s your duty to do so.
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But sometimes we are bound to need permissions in our atmospheric culture. And we didn’t able to take our step even.
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Our culture is over protective of the women.
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Indeed
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💖
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What happened yam? You’re full of life and wisdom, and remember, you are unique, as everybody else. Patience and perseverance always pay. My best wishes are with you!
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Just different phases
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Every person have its own essence and uniqueness.
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Thank you for moving words
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