My father didn’t have a dream
for this purpose he took me into discipline
and in the duty
my mother despairs of me
so when I was a child she beat me bloody
my father
he tells me
you are nothing
you become nothing
you are going to the madhouse
(how right he was about that)
or to jail
my mother says at a family therapy session
my son is ill
because he might have a pus tooth
or because he doesn’t believe in God
Don’t feel bad about them, they might have worse childhood then you, or have endure such feelings. But for your subjective approach, you are quite at miserable state because you find that your parents don’t understand you.
π I “Beat” my dead “father” when I was big enough; now I psychologically abuse my mother as she abused me, the question is whether revenge is right or wrong
Revenge was never right instead of battle field. But having revenge from your parents is wrong, even if they abuse you, because you call them your mom and dad, and that status doesn’t contain such elements
I agree with tghis thought. Parents bring us into the world and we cannot ever repay their efforts. Revenge is a very far fetched thought for me at least.
Wonderful Dear Yam Both Father And Mother In Home
Father Providing Inspiring Efforts For Will And Strength
Mother Providing Enough Peace in Love And Love In
Nurturing To Become
A Teacher Lifting
Others Up New to Do
Great Works of Science
And Art in Life to Benefit
Others So Much Well my Father
Left at 3 And That’s Where i Got
my Asperger’s Syndrome From
As He Was Emotionally Aloof
And Really Only Cared about
Material Goods For Show and
The Richest Person Wins the Race of
His Life Always Competing Against His
Brothers More Successful Than Him in This
Way Up to Golden Covered Fixtures in Bathrooms
Like My Rich Uncle Who Lives in A Beach Home Mansion
On The Emerald Green Gulf Coast Yet Sadly As He admits
His Father Never Made Him Feel Like He Was Enough And Oh
No That Father Was the Stepfather of my Father And That Might
Have Been
Part of my
Father’s Challenge
in Life too So Many
Environmental Factors Play
into Who We Eventually Become
And How Much of Our Human Potentials
in Foundation of Graceful Peace And Nurturing
Love Come to Bring Fearless Will And Strength For
Greater
Overall
Peace and
Love and
Strength of Will in Life
Yes i Had All the Love i Needed
For A Wonderful Life Yet Sadly
i Was Missing the Part of Fearless
Will and Strength my Father Wasn’t
Around to Help Raise the me Still To Come
Yes i Really Had No Choice Yet to Eventually
Become my Own Father ThiS WaY Took
me 53 Years Key is Never Ever Give up
As Change is Both The Worse
Curse and Better Gift Still To Do
Best Wishes Dear FRiEnD Yam
In All That You Do Remember No Matter
What Happens Now Change Will Be A Greatest Gift Next..:)
My father didn’t have a dream
for this purpose he took me into discipline
and in the duty
my mother despairs of me
so when I was a child she beat me bloody
my father
he tells me
you are nothing
you become nothing
you are going to the madhouse
(how right he was about that)
or to jail
my mother says at a family therapy session
my son is ill
because he might have a pus tooth
or because he doesn’t believe in God
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Don’t feel bad about them, they might have worse childhood then you, or have endure such feelings. But for your subjective approach, you are quite at miserable state because you find that your parents don’t understand you.
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π I “Beat” my dead “father” when I was big enough; now I psychologically abuse my mother as she abused me, the question is whether revenge is right or wrong
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Revenge was never right instead of battle field. But having revenge from your parents is wrong, even if they abuse you, because you call them your mom and dad, and that status doesn’t contain such elements
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I agree with tghis thought. Parents bring us into the world and we cannot ever repay their efforts. Revenge is a very far fetched thought for me at least.
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Indeed it is. It’s easy to start a war pr conflict, but one can hardly manage to control it or bring it to an end.
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Wonderful Dear Yam Both Father And Mother In Home
Father Providing Inspiring Efforts For Will And Strength
Mother Providing Enough Peace in Love And Love In
Nurturing To Become
A Teacher Lifting
Others Up New to Do
Great Works of Science
And Art in Life to Benefit
Others So Much Well my Father
Left at 3 And That’s Where i Got
my Asperger’s Syndrome From
As He Was Emotionally Aloof
And Really Only Cared about
Material Goods For Show and
The Richest Person Wins the Race of
His Life Always Competing Against His
Brothers More Successful Than Him in This
Way Up to Golden Covered Fixtures in Bathrooms
Like My Rich Uncle Who Lives in A Beach Home Mansion
On The Emerald Green Gulf Coast Yet Sadly As He admits
His Father Never Made Him Feel Like He Was Enough And Oh
No That Father Was the Stepfather of my Father And That Might
Have Been
Part of my
Father’s Challenge
in Life too So Many
Environmental Factors Play
into Who We Eventually Become
And How Much of Our Human Potentials
in Foundation of Graceful Peace And Nurturing
Love Come to Bring Fearless Will And Strength For
Greater
Overall
Peace and
Love and
Strength of Will in Life
Yes i Had All the Love i Needed
For A Wonderful Life Yet Sadly
i Was Missing the Part of Fearless
Will and Strength my Father Wasn’t
Around to Help Raise the me Still To Come
Yes i Really Had No Choice Yet to Eventually
Become my Own Father ThiS WaY Took
me 53 Years Key is Never Ever Give up
As Change is Both The Worse
Curse and Better Gift Still To Do
Best Wishes Dear FRiEnD Yam
In All That You Do Remember No Matter
What Happens Now Change Will Be A Greatest Gift Next..:)
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Indeed dear Change is a greatest gift
Thank you so much dear.
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Indeed Dear Yam
Change Yes Always
Now From: Invitation
to: Greater Worlds
Of
SMilesβΊοΈπ
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Love the best of both you have implemented dear Yam!π
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Thank you much Cindy for your kind words
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Youβre very welcome always!
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Feels like a riddle. What profession is it that makes you disciplined? Being a teacher is one of the profession that one can ever had.
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In army
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We become something with the good wishes of our parents! Well shared
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Mostly.
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π yes
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Thank you so much for stopping by
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Wonderful and so informative post dear friendπππ
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Thank you so much dear. Have a great day ahead.
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Always a pleasureβ¨π
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Lovely lines, bring back memories of my parents. Great !
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It’s mine pleasure that my words makes you recall your past. Thank you dear
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